Me? Obsessive?? No Way!

I stretched my legs slowly, as I got out of my bed. Oh, it's Wednesday. I keep thinking it's Friday when it's not. At least this week's the last week until Spring break. I dragged myself into the bathroom and got washed up. I was getting a pretty good grade so far, but whenever a teacher showed me my grade I always had this disappointment piling in me. Even though its a pretty good-looking "B", I still wished I got something better.

I haven't been here for so long, but I've seen enough "B's" to last me a life time. I get this nagging feeling, like I did this morning, and it keeps asking "Which college? Which college?", I know people don't think about that often. I don't either. Occasionally, yeah, I do. Other times, I'm like anyone else. Whether the nagging feeling is telling me to get into a good college or I'm getting fat. Either way, every minute of the day effects my future. My old friends told me I was too paranoid. I still talk to them today, telling them that I keep stressing over those sort of things like college and weight. It's stupid, it's obsessive, it's crazy.

Anyways, I reached the dining table, and last nights' homework was sitting on there, half-done. No one seemed to notice, I dropped it into my bag and carried on munching on an apple. I've eaten 2 pieces of chocolate this week, which was really a waste because all the suffering of no chocolate for almost 5 months seemed to go into the trash every bite I took. I know, obsessive. My diet starts tomorrow, I'm going to really study next quarter. Call me an obsessive freak but I care more about the future then I do now.